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  • Beauty, Femininity....and Me?

    Last weekend I was combing my hair, and thinking that hotels really are something of a reality check for me. The fluorescent lighting is not flattering for skin tones, all the blemishes and wrinkles seem magnified, and …
  • Delinquent Housekeeper Follow-up

    Okay, so I'm starting to feel kind of guilty or embarrassed or something about my post. Kind of feeling like maybe my whole focus is off and that's why I don't feel fulfilled. Is that true? Or is it like a kindred s…
  • Questions from a Delinquent Housekeeper

    I wonder if there are other housekeepers out there who really dislike keeping house as much as I do. And I wonder sometimes if there is any hope for me ever enjoying cleaning. Things like cleaning and making beds and d…
  • Two days ago I was rocking Ian (who is becoming quite angelic!), laughing at Zachary and enjoying a clean house. I had no major schedules to meet and was looking forward to having a friend come over. "…
  • Served: God's Tangible Love

    This week I am just barely able to cope. Zachary is constantly, constantly doing 101 things that are bad enough to be utterly frustrating, but not bad enough for discipline. Of course, he doesn't repeat the same offens…
  • Life in Jesus

    An early morning again. My body starts the day before I feel ready to open my eyes. Brain waves slowly increase. My thoughts sifting things That have been heavy this week. --Unanswered questions --Echo…
  • Discouraged...

    After having a few weeks of feeling better (as in better than I had, not well) followed by a few days of feeling GREAT and very much like myself, I went back to basic functioning with a few extra bursts here and there. …
  • I feel GREAT!!!! Just have to say that while I can. I haven't felt so well in months and it feels unbelievably good. I have energy, I'm happy, it feels wonderful to work, and I have no pain besides f…
  • A Dream Deferred

    Updating....I wrote this last night when I couldn't sleep. Maybe it'll help explain. "How can I be this disappointed?" I wondered as I watched the ultrasound technician spell out the words, "It's. a. boy." For the l…
  • I'm working through a devotional journal on faith, Believing God, by Beth Moore. This morning when I read, "Name a miracle you would love to see God perform...maybe more than one..and all for HIS glory!"two of my friends…